Yes there are two paths you can go by
but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on
"There were in her at the moment two beings, one drawing deep breaths of freedom and exhilaration, the other gasping for air in a little black prison-house of fears. But gradually the captive's gasps grew fainter, or the other paid less heed to them; the horizon expanded, the air grew stronger, and the free spirit quivered for flight." Edith Wharton
4 comments:
yes we do have power over the outcome. great message and beautiful picture...
Thanks for the reminder today. I would rather go up than down for sure.
pretty picture :) my PMS has gotten progressively worse with age as well. Yesterday at the church I was visiting I had this overwhelming since of gratitude and a sort of "spiritual" awe (or something) and I was in tears in the church pew. That was at 8:45am service.. NOW By 5pm I was so pissed at the hubby I wanted to kill him and thinking ugly thoughts and was quite certain I was going to hell for my evil thoughts. (GRIN) THANKFULLY I recognized that I am "temporarily insane" during this time and didn't act on anything. Freagin nutcase I tell ya! I love that you said I look FAB. Too sweet. Hopefully I'll be bouncy tomorrow :) Stay in THIS day my friend and have a great night.
Just been reading all your step 4, oh I loved to hang out in the woods and get drunk and stoned on a summer evening talking about a load of nothing, I was in my late twenties and early thirties (im 38 now) so it aint that long ago.
When I was at school I only had a few close friends and it wasnt till we were 17 that we started to sneak into pubs, I was at Butlins aged 18 when I first got drunk and I loved it but I didnt love the day after.
I was 21 when I started to smoke pot and as a result cigs as well so I was quite a bit older when I got round to the stuff you were doing at school.
I wish secretly that I had done it all earlier in that way I might not have been such a social leper that I was and could of got to my alcoholic rock bottom earlier, life is full of "if onlys".
Yes back in my school days I was a geek who didnt even fit in with the geeks!
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