Discernment is a B*tch

Steve said its a gift from God...but I guess not all gifts come in shiny packages with a nice bow...and we don't always get the gifts we ask for or expect or even want...and I try not to ask, expect or want anything though I am not always successful most assuredly....I'm just trying to figure it out..doing the best I can..which most of the time feels inadequate...but I know that's me..and not God's will..so I have to sit with God and wait...patient waiting...that's the contemplative outreach symbol on my sidebar..its the monogram of Job and symbolizes patient waiting..I wear a medallion around my neck too. And I know that others will not understand this...and may react in negative ways..and I must accept this...it is not about them or me...noone said it would be easy...

I got nothing...the video has nothing to do with this post..it had to do with yesterday's post which I lost..but I'm keeping it...it was meant to be. I just wish I could think about it tomorrow. Would make today easier.